Overall.

Im crying.
Romeo and Juliet by the Killers is playing on You tube.
Im pretty much obssesed with that song.
Life turns and spins,and changes,and I really used to understand it,but I dont anymore.
I used to hate missing you.Now I miss missing you.You just deleted me from your life with no apparent instant reason.You could have done it a month ago,two months ago,a year ago,but yesterday?It made no sense.
And I really try to understand you because I really need a reason,a "why",an answer.
The thing is that its over,you made it clear.Like totally over,like after the cast of the movies,like an ipod with no battery.And it sucks.But writing it here wont make it less over.